scared

She was scared to attack life
to make it hers
She was there for 3everyone
but couldn't blosson out on
her own branch
Different people
Different situations
She was a transformed figure
She was scared
Scared to state
her thoughts
feelings
act upon distinct
because we were watching
scared
she waloked behing
sacpable of so much and
unwilling to tell us
i wanted to know
to help
But i was scared to take a
troubled hand and rub it with my
warmth
because I was scared she thought
no one wanted to lift her from her box
She was scared to soar
to have a balloon
lift her to the heavens
But i had no balloon
no help
I was helpless and scared.

fear

It fears me to watch you leave
it fears me to watch this break
I sit and wonder
shivers expand from my head to toe
It fears me to have this end
It fears me for this to stop
I wish I could prevent it
but thoughts tremble and tears rumble
It fears me for it to fall apart
It fears me more than life
Without you I would be half
it makes me shake and question
What would I do?
because my greatest fear is
being without you.

love

Love
I didnt believe in it
My parents made that apparent
I came back
well experienced and a differ3ent life lived; abroad
and i met him
the one who made me smile
he was loud
and smart
often obnoxious
but day after day
I fell in love
is it a trance?
who knows
his eyes are like granite and stare
with curiosity
his touch
makes me shiver
and our memories have left me
with dreams I may never even get to encounter
but
I
am
lucky
thats all i know
to have someone who supports me
and loves me
as much as i do him